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SO I was on th computer and I got a message that I had a message on facebook. It ends up being my ex-bf A. I haven’t talked to him in like 8 years or something like that. He wants to see me. I don’t know, it was like all a dream. I asked him if he was still in love with me and he said he must be because he can’t forget about me. I’m not quite sure what to do with this. I want to get moved out. I told him I was totally not ready for anything like this. I told him I had depression and BPD. It didn’t deter him. I said I was still selfish and that I didn’t know if I was capable of loving anyone except for myself, still wanted to meet.
I really need to find who I am. It’s nice to be desired, but I can’t let this go to my head.
Hi, I am Bon Dobbs and run the anythingtostopthepain.com site. Since you have titled your blog bpd and me, I expect you have the disorder – which BTW should be renamed! Anyway, I wish you the best, I know how terribly difficult it can be to have this horrible pain/disorder and have to go through life prentending that nothing is hurtful or wrong. Take good care! Remember to try and do what is effective…
Bon