The ex and online dating, and getting away

Well I thought we could have been friends, but I just got so mad today. I found out some of the stuff he said to me when we first spoke was an over exaggeration. I guess it was said to see what my reaction would be. It seems so childish to me. I just think it wasn’t necessary. Also it was thrown in my face that his fuck buddie, or gf or whatever he calls her, is sooo perfect now because they don’t have to spend 24/7 with each other. Well whoopee ding dong, good on you for finding someone who doesn’t have a fucking disorder. If she is so fucking awesome then why can’t you stop thinking about me, get over it and throw out my letters saying that I’ll love you forever, and you’re the only one for me. Dump the memories drawer. I did tell him that I was borderline, but I guess I wouldn’t expect him to know what all that entails. I told him where to find this, and I’m not sure if he’ll look at it or not, but I kinda wish I didn’t tell him about it. But if you are reading this, then look up some info on it. It might enlighten you as to what I’m going through.

There you Go- Pink would be a good song right now, Or Just like a Pill

Ah that’s better.

So the online dating thing. It’s alright. I think there are few needles in the haystack out there. There are a lot of losers too. Guys who can’t read and just looking for a fuck “ride”

I really need to get away from this shit. I just want to get out and have some fun. Whistler, here I come.

~ by bpdandme on February 16, 2008.